I’m defintately not the same kid I was back in the day. I’ve done stuff this summer I thought I would never do. I’ve experienced things I’ve only dreamed about doing, and of course did a few things that have bit me in the butt. But bottom line, I’m becoming more open. I was too sheltered and closed off from things because of the situations I was in, the responsibilities I had, and from the lack of time available. Yeah, I’ve changed. Not for the better, but not for the worse either. Right now’s the time when I can enjoy myself without hurting anyone else and without jeopardizing my academic standings. My goals are still their, my life is still on the track I set for it back when I was closed. Just now things are totally different. I’m not saying I’m happy with my current situation, not saying what I’ve done is the shit, but I have gone through and done shit that I needed to experience before I could continue on with my life. There will always be the groupies, the haters, the distant friends, and the ones I could fall back on when I’m piss drunk. Most of me is still here. I can still be the kid Once was. But why be that kid when I could be more relaxed being the kid I am now. Stressing less on the insignificant details, and focusing more on just improving myself. Can’t handle it? Fuck you =] you think I wanna waste my time thinking about that shit?